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Mr. Mullen-
I just wanted to write and tell you how greatful I am, and I am sure many others that you are one of the main controllers of this board.
My question, or questions are very broad so I will do my best to condense them. I admire your work and can see clearly why you were accepted into the ASC at such a young age.
I have done, I believe, everything I can to get work, but to know avail. I have DVD authored demos, VHS if that person, or company desires that format. I have Component Beta Demos, 3/4" demos. I have a generous web-site with various condensed clips of various styles of my work. I have Biz Cards, Hard Resume/CV's etc., etc., I cold call production houses. I talk to agents so they can critique my demos. I even had an ex-agent ,who now works for a reputable camera rental facility, take a look at my demo, on his lunch hour. He viewed it while he ate. The monitor was a Pioneer Plasma and my images were originated in Super16mm 1.66:1 and he strectched it with his remote to fill the entire 16x9.When he did that the image just tanked! After that he told me my music sucked, my images were ok, he had seen worse, and I need to ad more 'flash".
I sink hundreds, thousands of dollars on updates of my reels and my site. I talk to big time DP's like you, and they all say hang in their. I am 38, and I feel the window is closing.
When I first started, I worked as a second/loader and after a a dozen awful B/C films I moved up to First Camera Assistant. I became so sick with the non-caring people that I quit ACING. Now, I don't live in the LA "DIAMOND" area. I am in Rancho Cucamonga, CA. about an hours drive to and from Hollywood/LA. I have a 323 Mobile # and if that goes down, I have a 323 Voice Service. In addition, I have a Hollywood P.O. All my literature, etc. gives production people the idea that I am in the "Diamond". I look for work everyday on the INTERNET and weekly in BSW, Variety, and the Tues. Edition of The Hollywood Reporter. I cold call, and sometimes send them reels with hope of a possible call back.
I send links to my site that has clips on them and sometimes, SOMETIMES, people call, or e-mail me, and I am grateful. Then these Producers, and or Directors start asking me questions, you know Tech. stuff like what you answer on here. I am not stingy. My feeling is, is that if I can reach one person and that one person could possibly make a touching project, I am glad I could help. They say they will call back, or e-mail me, but they never do! I know everyone has to struggle for work but I always feel so many steps behind. I experiment, I ask about the production; like what is the story about, what are your possible shoot dates? What format did you have in mind for the project? What do you plan on doing with said project once all POST is completed? Lastly, I ask them the budget of the project and 98% always talk their way around it, or want me to give them a day rate right then and their. I can't do that without proper information and communication.
I just shot a TV Pilot with the Varicam with the Pro35 adapter and used CookeS4's with an 18-100mm Cooke to compliment the S4's. I study, I read, I call, I e-mail, I send demos. Please, any advice would be most helpful. I did, years ago in 1988, ask Vittorio Storaro some advice, although I was very young and he wrote back, (with a typewriter in broken english), that I should not try to be the best, I should just be myself. So, Mr. Mullen, since I have a somewhat distant relationship with one of your mentors, at CalArts, Kris Malkiewicz, I trust, that you might be able to steer me in some kind of correct direction on what I should do, or what I may be doing wrong. I am just so confused, tired, and exhausted each day. Day after day and night after night. I wish I worked more. I supplement my income by being a Camera Operator on Sports, Conferences, Concerts, and Town-Hall meetings with the occasional Model Shoot. I love the image making process. I just don't want to die before I get to collaborate on a "Twin Falls Idaho", "JackPot", or the eerie "NorthFork". I would appreciate any feed back and many apologies for my ramblings.
I just wanted to write and tell you how greatful I am, and I am sure many others that you are one of the main controllers of this board.
My question, or questions are very broad so I will do my best to condense them. I admire your work and can see clearly why you were accepted into the ASC at such a young age.
I have done, I believe, everything I can to get work, but to know avail. I have DVD authored demos, VHS if that person, or company desires that format. I have Component Beta Demos, 3/4" demos. I have a generous web-site with various condensed clips of various styles of my work. I have Biz Cards, Hard Resume/CV's etc., etc., I cold call production houses. I talk to agents so they can critique my demos. I even had an ex-agent ,who now works for a reputable camera rental facility, take a look at my demo, on his lunch hour. He viewed it while he ate. The monitor was a Pioneer Plasma and my images were originated in Super16mm 1.66:1 and he strectched it with his remote to fill the entire 16x9.When he did that the image just tanked! After that he told me my music sucked, my images were ok, he had seen worse, and I need to ad more 'flash".
I sink hundreds, thousands of dollars on updates of my reels and my site. I talk to big time DP's like you, and they all say hang in their. I am 38, and I feel the window is closing.
When I first started, I worked as a second/loader and after a a dozen awful B/C films I moved up to First Camera Assistant. I became so sick with the non-caring people that I quit ACING. Now, I don't live in the LA "DIAMOND" area. I am in Rancho Cucamonga, CA. about an hours drive to and from Hollywood/LA. I have a 323 Mobile # and if that goes down, I have a 323 Voice Service. In addition, I have a Hollywood P.O. All my literature, etc. gives production people the idea that I am in the "Diamond". I look for work everyday on the INTERNET and weekly in BSW, Variety, and the Tues. Edition of The Hollywood Reporter. I cold call, and sometimes send them reels with hope of a possible call back.
I send links to my site that has clips on them and sometimes, SOMETIMES, people call, or e-mail me, and I am grateful. Then these Producers, and or Directors start asking me questions, you know Tech. stuff like what you answer on here. I am not stingy. My feeling is, is that if I can reach one person and that one person could possibly make a touching project, I am glad I could help. They say they will call back, or e-mail me, but they never do! I know everyone has to struggle for work but I always feel so many steps behind. I experiment, I ask about the production; like what is the story about, what are your possible shoot dates? What format did you have in mind for the project? What do you plan on doing with said project once all POST is completed? Lastly, I ask them the budget of the project and 98% always talk their way around it, or want me to give them a day rate right then and their. I can't do that without proper information and communication.
I just shot a TV Pilot with the Varicam with the Pro35 adapter and used CookeS4's with an 18-100mm Cooke to compliment the S4's. I study, I read, I call, I e-mail, I send demos. Please, any advice would be most helpful. I did, years ago in 1988, ask Vittorio Storaro some advice, although I was very young and he wrote back, (with a typewriter in broken english), that I should not try to be the best, I should just be myself. So, Mr. Mullen, since I have a somewhat distant relationship with one of your mentors, at CalArts, Kris Malkiewicz, I trust, that you might be able to steer me in some kind of correct direction on what I should do, or what I may be doing wrong. I am just so confused, tired, and exhausted each day. Day after day and night after night. I wish I worked more. I supplement my income by being a Camera Operator on Sports, Conferences, Concerts, and Town-Hall meetings with the occasional Model Shoot. I love the image making process. I just don't want to die before I get to collaborate on a "Twin Falls Idaho", "JackPot", or the eerie "NorthFork". I would appreciate any feed back and many apologies for my ramblings.